I’m too afraid to be free, so I always seeked answers and approval from others like her. Which like Es, is shaping how I think which isn’t really me and that’s why I’m so lost. I’ve been emotionally lost for several long years, and playing that ending made me realize I’m still lost because I’ve been trying to get answers from others like Es did in the first two endings.

That made me realize I need to stop following my own Rex Ego and start listening to my heart or my sense of self will disappear too. The ending where Es disappears had me in tears too. I too have been super broken by complex rules of society that made me want to rebel like that and broke me to the point I felt like losing myself in rage and just in general. I was in tears at the ending where Es goes crazy, not because I screwed her up, but because she was so dang relatable. I had been dealing with crippling depression for years and life has been really rough for me because I’ve been constantly trying to find myself and always told myself is “wrong.” Es is so incredibly relatable and all the results of these personality tests are so deep and helpful that it’s like having a therapist in your pocket! I also loved the deep symbolism for all the endings. I’d be lying if I didn’t say this crazy little game wasn’t life changing.

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